I have nothing to say,
but I have a lot to feel.
Genuinely Im cold. Not only the breeze on my pale skin is freezing but also the rush of emptiness gaping from the depth of my heart.
Ive been thinking about why Im always so tired, especially around people? And i came to the conclusion that I dont feel emotions on my own.
Let me explain:
I mean i dont feel a lot automatically. Kind of like my feelings need to be turned on manually, which requiers energy to do. For me it seems to be more of a decision, to react or not.
What im trying to say is that I do indeed feel, but the reaction or sometimes even the awareness of the emotion is not there.
Im making absolutely no sense and idk how to get it all together. im sorry.
Im not really sure why Im writing all this here. Perhaps I just want sympathy.
--who else did u expect--
~~Ugly Moon-phase~~
No comments:
Post a Comment